Saturday, September 29, 2007
Storm by Lifhouse is such a awesome song.
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How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If i'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And I will walk on water
You will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everthing is alright
Everything is alright
Everything is alright
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Jason Wade is just awesome.
I've been listening to boybands recently.
Backstreet Boys, Blue, Westlife, 98 degrees. As cheesy and cliche the lyrics can get, it hits me. Hahaha.
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
-
FFP yesterday was great. I'm glad I went for it.
On another note, yknw reading smth you know you're not exactly supposed to really suck. I can't believe my heart skipped a beat or shld I say dropped? I really despise that feeling and I suppose if my heart dropped, I still am feeling smth.
Seriously, get over it. It's so dang pointless and not worth it.
^$*^&(*#$&()$*)_(#)_$*&%, I will win this shit.
Oookay, enough of ranting.
Back to more boybands...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
It's 3! And I'm still awake.
Anyway, HAPPY MOONCAKE DAY/FESTIVAL. Or is it called the Lantern festival? Heh. WestCoast Park was filled with people carrying pretty paper Laterns. I don't have one this year. Someone nice enough to buy me?
:)
Chatting and singing/rapping PNW songs with Ewen, Cynthia, Mark & Fel brought back many many great memories. "THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOMMEEEEEEEE.... !"
Oh and the moon was full yesterday (Tues). Kay shall sleep now. Eat mooncake ltr, tho I'm not a very big fan of it. Goodnight world :)
-
Ich verfehle dich
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Ransacking through old pictures...
Yummy & Pink :)
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
-
Monday, September 24, 2007
Yknw, I think I shld forbid myself from reading _______'s blog. I dont knw why but it just makes my mood swingggggg to mexico & my mind would be twirling like hurricane katrina. Okay whatever very silly examples.
Can't believe I'm blogging for the 3rd time today. It's been boring. Boring monday. Roar, I miss watching Desperate Housewives. I kinda lost touch with Brothers and Sisters.
So anyway. Purse, please stop reading. Go do something else. Like sleep just right about now. Gahhhhh. Have good dreams people.
Zzzzzzz. I still wished superman came to save me. Very random I know.
NIGHT NIGHT NIGHT.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
And I keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.
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We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive
(now I only waste it dreaming of you)
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
:))))
Yesterday was fun catching up with Mr F.R (Wei Wen). Please dont kill me :) Heh. Lunched at PS, Cathay-ed, Wisma-ed, Taka-ed, Ngee-Anned, MS-ed, Esplanade-ed, Dinner at that place next to DXO, Boat-Quayed, Jazz Bar-ed. Strawberry Margarita was gooooood :) & Shirley Temple tasted like lime juice. Haha. Goodness, didnt know we covered so many places.
Bitched & talked ^ ^
I realise I love strolling ard. I'mma walkaholic. I had a really good time. Meet up again soon :) & you got me addicted to the slow version of cascada's everytime we touch. Heh.
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Having hols now. I'm not really looking forward to the reopening of schl. Sighhhhh. But what the heck & I'm hoping I can meet my favs again soon :D
;
Superman, come save the world.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
It replays, over and over again
just like a broken record.
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Whatever. Goodbye.
McLables rocked. Seriously.
Remember you're stronger than you think you are
Friday, September 21, 2007
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.
:)
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Oh and like SERIOUSLY. My timetable SUCKS. )))))))))): I've school on the 1st of November and exam on 26th Dec. Yes yes, tell me about it like seriously. SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYY. I dont like. Seriously.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Currently playing: Away- Breaking Benjamin
"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."
"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."
"Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running and people, people fade away. There's more I have to say, so much more, but... I disappeared."
the pain lingers.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
This is funny.
I changed my sub nick to: So you stole my heart & left me a ranson letter.
This came up from it.
uicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
for how much
. Purse says:
like bout 10 million
. Purse says:
how to pay la you tell me
. Purse says:
TSK
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
rupia ?
. Purse says:
no USD
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
lol
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
give it to him lor
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
let him keep sua
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
suat
. Purse says:
dont want. i want back my heart
. Purse says:
HAHAHAHA
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
haha screw it la
suicidal - BAD DAY ! FUCKING BAD says:
=x
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okay weetardeddddd
& it's you i just can't get enough of.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
COLBIE CAILLAT is the bomb! :)
The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, i wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, i wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy
So don't just leave me hanging on
And every time, you notice me by
Holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
I don't believe, that it could be
You speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing
My feet have broke free, and i am leavin
I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
I wont forget you, and i won't think this
Was just a waste of time
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy
But don't just leave me hangin on.....
-The little things
Check out her song "Bubbly" as well. It's pretty awesome :)
Monday, September 17, 2007
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THE MORE YOU PLAY,
THE MORE YOU CARE.
THE MORE YOU CARE,
THE MORE YOU LOSE.
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Feeling so nostalgic.
2003, 2004, 2005, 2006
I secretly miss '03 and '04 alot.
Reading past testimonials is cool. Haha.
Okok. Focus focus. Econs...
It's hard to believe that we actually went back to the exact same chalet(yes, exact same block) twice :) I was feeling pretty nostalgic when I stepped back to Biggin Hill. Had an awesome time with my bitches :)
This was in November last year :)
- This year. I would call it Biggin Hill Part 2! Woo!
Just a few pics. I'm feeling lazy and stonned but I've no idea why Im still blogging. Anyway, on another note. I find joy in catching up with people whom I haven spoken to or met in awhile. Managed to chat with 2 today. Awesome awesome.
You tell a tale
Everythings a lie
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Put me to sleep, Evil angel
Wee, I'm back. Comp's being an ass so I can't really upload photos. I'll do that later. Chalet was fine. Ate, drank, puked,
I actually read up a little on econs during chalet. No idea how I did that. Hah. Exam on tues. Sigh.
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And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone
And I don't need the fallout of all the past
that's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here
;
Dig a hole baby
& screw it aside
Alls cool
:)
Friday, September 14, 2007
Baby you got the keys,
Shut up & drive
Off to BIGGIN HILL :)
See y'all in errr, 2 days? :D
Die. I haven even packed my stuff yet. RARH.
Anyhooo, this is for MOONNYYYYY or WAFFLE :)
Haha, oops you're gonna kill me. IF YOU EVER SEE OR READ THIS. PLEASE COME TO CHANGI AND PASS ME MY PEBBLES PLEASEEEE:) I'LL LOVE YOU MORE. HAHAHAHA. Okay and sorry la. I know this still looks super insignificant, but dont worry you're still very significant in my life. =P Text me when you see this. Haha.
TOODLES HUMANS OF THE WORLD.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Four Hundred and Fifty Nine
You're Not Alone
My 459th Post. Hah Oh cool. Someone asked me today. Purse, how's life? I took pretty darn long to answer that question. I wondered if it was actually that hard to answer. I said, well it's fine but it's not like I'm satisfied with everything I have. I try to live and deal with whatever I can. I'm over emo-ing ard and thinking how unfair life is to me. Pointless anyway. However, losing myself recently. I'm not who I use to be. And it does scare me.
My thoughts are just random and thrown all over the place. I need to figure out. Maybe mindmapping in my mind would be good. Haha. Just one word to say about my life now. Rollercoaster. I'm feeling pretty nauseous alrd. I need to get out of the ride. I need to stand up and get my life back on track. I need to think straight. I need to snap out of it. I don't even know what in the world I'm thinking lately and hence all the silly mistakes and mess I created. My dreams and ideals seem pretty hazy now.
I need you, Lord. I cannot rely on myself. I need your strength & guidance.
Things are as simple as it can get, why make it complicated?
Feelings misplaced
Mmmhm, anyway I was chatting with someone whom I haven met for so long. He sent me a text after that which actually made me feel assured amongst all the shit I'm alrd in. Ah well. I hope I can see you soon. Somehow.
"Pls calm down and know that you are loved"
Toodles & grocery shopping at Holland V ltr :) I'm gonna stock up on lots of cereals. Heh.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Mugging with Froot Loops
I decided to make the word 'LOVE' with loops
& after, I ate LOVE up
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You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
(Damn thats sad)
-
Back to study.
Monday, September 10, 2007
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart shld be
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
PEEKTURES!
Happy Birthday Brudder!
Shape Run :)
Very random pics. Haha.
My BIB :)
7764, yo. Go buy 4D. Hahaha.
Karling & I :))
This is just out-of-pt. I just like how my fringe looks. Haha.
;
Hanging on to every word you say,
As empty as it can get baby
I'll be the death of you.
GOOD MORNING WORLD :)
Woke up at 5.45am this morning, headed down to MS for SHAPE RUN. BUMPED into YM and we were both screaming hahahaha. Okay maybe only I was screaming. 5km wasnt THAT bad afterall. Heehee. I'll post pics ltr.
Oh, and HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY BRUDDERRRRRR. I hope you'll stop irritating me so much. Love you alwayssss fatty(: and pics ltr as well for his cut cake ceremony. Mwahaha. For now, I gta do this thingy cause EVE asked me to do. ZZZzzz.
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Layer 1: On the outside
ERRRRRRRRRRRR. SKIN? haha.
Layer 2: On the inside
My Heritage: Mmmh, chinese i think. Haha.
My Fears: MMMhmm.
My Weaknesses: Being too emotionally attached
My Perfect Pizza: Alls cool:)
Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My First Thought of Waking Up: Oh shit, too tired to run. Hahaha.
My Bed Time: Usually 2 I think. Ard there, but I was woken up so many times yesterday :P Rarh
Layer 4: Chow
My Pick:Pepsi or Coke: ERM. PEPSI.
Macdonals or Burger King: MCD. FILLET-O-FISH W/O TATA SAUCE PLEASE :)
Single or Group Date: Cool with both.
Adidas or Nike: NIKE BABY
Tea or Nestea: TEA. TEA. TEA. I LOVE ICE LEMON TEA. Is tt counted. Mwahahaha.
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE, but not dark choc please :)
Cappuccino or Coffee: NONE. I WANT FRAP! :D
Layer 5: Do You...
Smoke: No
Curse: HAHA. Like what do you think? ;)
Take a Shower: TOTALLY LIKE DUH. OH WOW. hahahaha.
Have a Crush: HMMMMMMM. (:
Go To School: Like, yes. Okay I'm sounding like a bim to the bo. Hahaha.
Believe In Yourself: Sometimes. But I psycho myself more.
Think You're A Health Freak: WAHAHAHA. Depends la.
Layer 6: In The Past...
Drink Alcohol: Totally
Gone To The Mall: Uh huh.
Been On Stage: Yeah.
Dyed Your Hair: Yup, its still dyed.
Layer 7: Have You Ever...
Played a Stripping Game: Thats for me to know ;););)
Change Who You Were to Fit In: Not really. I find it pretty pointless.
Layer 8: Are You Hopping To...
Get Married: YUPP. I secretly want 4 kids. HAHAHA :x
Layer 9: In A Boy
Best Eye Colour: Erh.
Best Hair Colour: Mhmmm
Short or Long Hair: Short.
Basically I'm quite a sucker for pple with BABYFACE, DIMPLES, CUTE, Sounds hot. WHATEVER LA. Haha. :D
Layer 10: What You Were Doing
A Minute Ago: Wished my bro HAPPY BIRTHDAY then asked him to go out of the room. HAHAHA.
Hour Ago: RUNNING YO(:
Four And A Half Hours Ago: ER. Sleeping i think
Month Ago: GOLDFISH MEMORY PLEASE. TYVM(:
Year Ago: MHMMMMHMHMM. GOLDFISH LA.
Layer 11: Finish the Sentences
I Love: TOO MANY TO MENTION BUT BASCIALLY, FAMILY, FRIENDS(HHC, 231), MY GOD.
I Hate: BEING FAT. :X
I Hide: MY INSECURITIES
I Miss: GRANNYPOO & _______ :p lalalala
I Need: MY DAILTY DOSAGE OF ICELEMONTEA & LAUGHTER & BEING RANDOM
Layer 12: Tag Five People
-ANYONE
-WHO
-IS
-ACUTALLY
-INTERESTED
mwah:D
okay. i need to shower, i stink. OFF TO CHURCHHHHHHHH woo.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
The king of spades says
- play your cards right
The queen of diamonds says
- eat your heart out
And the ace of hearts says
- printed faces frown
;
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
The moon promised sunshine
that the moon would try to help sunshine
find FRUITY PEBBLES. I hope you'll find it.
Hunt it down MOON. You better :)
-
Bouncy bouncy smack smack, I'm gonna give you a heart attack.
AH!
Okay dinner.
eve. says:
it's wed
eve. says:
YOU'RE OVER.
. Purse says:
YES ITS WED
. Purse says:
TOTALLY(:
. Purse says:
OMG
. Purse says:
I FEEL GOOD LA
eve. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
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it's a WEDNESDAY and that explains it all. 5 days OVER. woot.
:))))))) smile like you mean it.
i would smile more if i could find my FRUITY PEBBLES. HMPHHHHHH.
The LOML:)
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Vibes- Justin Timberlake; What goes ard, comes ard
Sleepy, I need to study.
I can't concentrate. Ahhhh f.
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PEEKTURES.
Hotty:), Sam the birthday girl & Some random thing on the menu- "Remember Love"
Got home at 1.30am yesterday. HRC was crowded even though its a monday. Acoustic band was really really awesome :) Not to mention the hotty singing (right eve? ;)) I'll upload pics soon enough.
'GOO GOO DOLLS' is currently occupying my mind.
I'll be cleared by tmr, hopefully.
Insignificant by then. No, insignifiant all this time.
Vulnerable, coincidental. Just empty & hollow.
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You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome, delerious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drownin in your vanity
Your laugh is a disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me
Oh, everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you are
I wanna kill at the machine
That made you piss away you dreams
Tear down your defenses
Till there's nothing there but me
You're angry when you're beautiful
Your love is such a tease
I'm drowning in your Dizzy noise
I wanna feel you scream
Dizzy.
TOODLESSSSSSSS. I just woke up from my lovely nap so I may sound damn stone. Haha, not emo :) & I realise I find comfort in having cereals, esp Fruity Pebbles but I can't seem to find them anymore. Damn. I'll just make do with Froot Loops for now.
ON A SIDE NOTE,
screw aston villa. haha rar.
Monday, September 03, 2007
I dknw
I dknw
I dknw,
Okay I like you.
Fuck it la. Haha.
-
HRC IN 2 HOURS TIME.
WOOOOOOOHOOOOO. & EVE! If you're reading this. 2 words for you: STEP BACK. You'll thank me for this. I LOVE YOU STILL. MWAH & see you ltr:)
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Dinner with Tong, Nat & Mona(Nat's jap exchange prog friend) yesterday. Food was great. Nat spilled ice lemon tea on herself. It was just hilarious. After, supper with Jeremy, Pop, Mona, Nat & I. Went to westcoast this time. As expected, it was effingggggggg crowded. Prata took 100 years to come. 2 cups of milo dinosaur yesterday. Yum.
Okay I shall just post pics.
Jeremy, the emo kid. Haha.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Zara, Starbucks, Dinner @ Fareast.
Thanks for being there to take my mind off things :)
Dinner with NatashaS ltr with her Jap exchange prog friend. Yay.
:D
Thanks
For
Nothing
.